i only have to say that my dog lady i have had since i was 5 died this morning. it's been a really rough day but im trying. i loved her so much and i will miss her.

R.I.P.
LADY

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i just wanted to say thank you to paul for being the absolute best in his entry and telling why i am so out of it. and i just wanted to go on record that he is the best and i don't know what i do without him. paul thank you for everything and i promise i will back to myself.

i love you.

my life is kinda ok. back at school which is really cool. i like my classes and professors. paul and me are doing great and everything else is good. but im going through a lot right now. but i really don't want to talk about it if you wanna know call me. but i did have an audition last night for a musical at kelsey. it was crazy for you. lol. and ( Read more... )

well this weekend has been really fun filled. meaning a lot but not. yesterday didn't really get to do anything seeing of the weather and all. then work which always sucks anyway then went to train station and came here. and here is njit. we are all just chilling in the dorm don't know what we are going to do yet or do we?? hehe. so....tomorrow ( Read more... )

well things are just absolutely amazing. well yesterday me and paul couldn't go to ny again cause of the snow. I HATE THE SNOW!! well all day i did absolutely nothing. but because i did nothing i got to think all day yesterday and the day before. mostly about me and paul. and i came to the conclusion that im finally ready. me and paul had a long ( Read more... )

don't ask about the title just a lot of stuff going through my mind right now and i really don't want to talk about it right now ( Read more... )

well i had to cancel me and paul's nyc trip today cause basically i feel like shit. i feel really sick but im feeling a little better. so don't worry nicki will be back to normal soon. the last couple of days have been really cool except for the fact that i have been sick these past couple of days. oh well what can you do? nicki will be fine...she' ( Read more... )

so my new years was very interesting. i went to a party with paul at his cousin artie. there were not a lot of people but it was plenty. we had a looooooooooooottttttttttt of fun. some of us had a little too much fun. meaning me myself and i. (i got so trashed) but it was fun. (if anyone wants details call me) anyway the past couple of days i have ( Read more... )

so my day has been pretty good today. i worked til 6 then paul came picked me up and yea we have been hanging out since if you want details give me a call or leave a comment. anyway my night is going pretty well with the fact that it's actually peaceful. which is nice especially for me. yay!! well anyway im doing so much better now than i was which ( Read more... )