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Bburg or bust hopefully
Can last April just not have happened... I miss my life from before then... things were great...now I live every day wondering if the relationship I'm in is just imaginary or if it is real ( Read more... ) -
I've been home for a hour or so...
I had to drop off a friend as she was in no shape to drive...now that I've been home in my apt. I just can't fall asleep so much anxiety gahh... o well I guess I'll try sleeping...real update when I wake up...
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first year of grad school
almost complete...that's just tom foolery... anyways...that's all for now back to the grind! -
round two...
my second semester of graduate school starts tmrw... and I can't wait for the most part... I guess... because I'm anxious to escape the school bubble and enter the real world... at the same time I'm glad it's 2008 cuz well 2007 sucked balls... the only sucky part about '08 is no Jeremy at all and seeing him graduate o well i guess i'll just have to ( Read more... ) -
winter break so far..
went to bburg saw some cool peeps except for one person...I choose not to talk to since well he never called to see if I was okay on that horrible day in April nor did he send any prayers...the only ex who didn't well I have lost all respect for this lack of action...o well at least I know who all the good and genuine folks are ( Read more... ) -
5 months...but feels like yesterday
I never thought one day you'd be gone ( Read more... ) -
things i continuously think about
I'd long for one more hour long conversation with Jeremy. To tell him all about the race we're planning and my plans for running. I hope he can see me when I run in the 1/2 marathon in February and my other runs that will take place in the Fall. I miss him a lot, but at the same time trying to move on. It's not an easy thing to do, maybe when I ( Read more... ) -
3 weeks
In three weeks I will be moving down to Clemson. My parents are moving me in, not exactly how it was supposed to be. Jeremy was going to head down with me to Clemson for a week and help me move in. It still feels a bit surreal...and hurts of course. I mean the events of that tragic day will forever be a part of me. I just don't know how I will ever ( Read more... ) -
posted from myspace
June 7, 2007 ( Read more... ) -
a week later...
i'm so speechless right now, and feel like i'm just going to wake up and the nightmare did not happen ( Read more... )