maybe i wasn't so in love either. maybe i was holding on because everything else in my life was so fucked up and miserable. well, i left the job that was making me so unhappy and suddenly things are looking brighter ( Read more... )

being dead might hurt less

it's funny when you look at life & the way you form friendships and how things change. Melissa and i were talking about best friends and shit while we were out watching football yesterday & it made me kinda look back at my choices in best friends & how those relationships have come to their demise and such ( Read more... )

being this sick is making me miserable. i am just so tired of feeling so rundown & so icky ( Read more... )

pneumonia may be the most unawesome thing ever ( Read more... )

sometimes when i find old photos i don't know if i should laugh or laugh harder. they always remind me of the good times, the times captured in an instant... or at least of the ease with which a good time can sometimes be faked. they also remind of the people in them and i always wonder what is going on in their life, where they are ( Read more... )

today's weather is so fabulous ( Read more... )

i love my job but i hate my job. i sit here and tell kids not to do what kids do..... not to do some of the things i do. i need a job that doesn't have conflict of interest with working in the bar. i need to get my shit together and get back to school. i have about a month to do it if i want to start in january ( Read more... )

my life > your life.

sunday was ridiculous. bbq-ing in the rain with your awesomest friends is a good way to spend your sunday funday.

tired. tattooed. sore. not feeling so hot.

i can't wait to go home and go back to bed.