so. chelsea invited me over last night to sleep. i don't really know where this is going to go, but i suppose i'll just have to let her make the decisions for now...im doing a lot better today. my heart doesnt hurt as much...i guess my mom was right when she said every day it will get easier. i guess all i can do right now is wait. and make sure ( Read more... )

i thought id update just to get things off my mind. i want to be angry but i cant. i love her. but she isnt in love with me. i want to go home...but i want to stay because i dont want to lose her. the one thing i had that was good is gone. i guess thats life...i guess i should have listened to everyone else...but i had to come because i love her. i ( Read more... )

wow. so chelsea and are are taking a break...or broken up i guess, i dont really know what to do with myself right now.my heart hurts...my head hurts...i feel like i might throw up. i feel stupid and out of control and pathetic and i know this is random but all i want to do right now is go home...and get a hug from my dad...and go to sleep. and ( Read more... )

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Yea so im sittin here bored after class. things have been going ok...been kinda tired lately and im not really sure why. its about time for me to get my yearly sinus infection so that could be why haha. Damn this annoying car alarm keeps going off in the parking lot...im gonna kill that guy. also...i need a cigarette but we smoked the last one ( Read more... )

they erased my update...now i dont really feel like updating anymore...grr
oh well maybe later
~riss
ps. love you baby
pps.you are one BADDER mofo lacey! haha

So yea its about 10:45 im hungry as hell but i wanna wait to eat hehe. oooo tonight i get to eat sushi yayy!! i hope they dont give me a hard time about my *special* Im craving it big time.seems ive been a lot more hungry lately. i was gonna ask this girl that seems pretty cool to come with us but she wasnt in class...boo...but then i was worried ( Read more... )

OK! im gonna get better at updating this thing i PROMISE! OK OK i know i have said that before! hehe. ok. soooo things have been crazy lately but i think everything is settling down so im happy. Unfortunately this cant be too long because i have to go to Criminal Justice in a few minutes and im not even dressed yet...and i skipped a shower...OOPS ( Read more... )

yes i know im terrible and i never update but i dont really have much to say other than im happy here and im doing pretty well and all that jazz.
~riss

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