What a night for a dance, you know im a dancing machine
With the fire in my bones
And the sweet taste of kerosene
I get lost in the night so high dont wana come down
To face the loss of the good thing that i have found
Woo hoo hoooo
Woo hoo hoooo
In the dark of the night i hear you callin my name
With the hardest of hearts, i still feel ( Read more... )

So.
I'm sitting here and i just realized.
I'm so happy.
She gets me.
You know?
Like totally. 
Completely.
And contrary to what you have or perhaps have heard. 
She is everything I have wanted.
Will ever want.
We have our issues.
Like any couple.
But I truly truly truly wish that everyone i love...or have ever loved will find their other half like i have.
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Life. is. moving. quickly.
and right now, i suppose i'm okay with that.
The other day, i was laying down, watching a movie with heather, and she got up to press play on the DVD player, and out of nowhere this thought came to me.
I thought "If this was how it was, every night, I would be content." 
It was a subtle thought, but so telling.
I think they ( Read more... )

 Wow, has it been a while ( Read more... )

fuck you ( Read more... )

Life has become very strange for me.
Seems things are changing, and i'm not sure exactly what to do about it.
I've become a bit of a hermit.
I just need some time alone.
And i need people to understand it has nothing to do with them at all.
I know what kind of friend i am, and i think i deserve a little slack, based on past performances.
I'm so lost ( Read more... )

I'm up and moving around a lot more ( Read more... )

things are changing.
i'm changing.
its unsettling,
but...in a good way.
i just feel like im starting to figure some things out.
its cool.
its like i have clarity all the sudden.
all i have to say is....
word. :)

I'm so incredibly tired ( Read more... )

confusion has set in.
not sure how to feel about the fact that i'm interested in guys all of the sudden.
its a strange feeling.
i mean, its not that im unattracted to women.
trust me, i know i like women.
just having fun finding out if things could ever work out with a guy.
we will see i suppose.
new car is exciting, but im only driving it ocassionally ( Read more... )