i have so much stuff inside that i just need to get out...stuff i need to say. things im sill angry and sad about. but i just cant do it anymore. writing it hurts...thinking about it hurts...all i want to know is when does it stop? how long do i have to feel like this?
anyways. im about to go run i think.
im out.
~riss

just for the record...girls really suck.
i mean seriously...are they all like this?
or do i just like the ones that like to fuck with your head?

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i need to update...i have so much to say but yet im speechless.
i have so many questions
i need to go to bed
finals tomorrow
oh well.
later.
marissa

today has been kind of a weird day. I've been worried about a lot of things lately and sometimes i wonder why people dont realize they things they say or do will have an effect on the people they love. i just dont understand i guess because i always think of others. this whole week i have been really emotional and i hate it because i was like ( Read more... )

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so yea i know i havent updated a lot lately. things have been ok. kind of confusing but its all good. im tryin really hard to jus not let things get to me anymore. the things that used to upset me dont really anymore. or maybe they do...but i just stay quiet about it. i dunno if im happy right now or if its just an illusion. its just because im ( Read more... )

havent updated in a while. thought id drop a few lines although i dont really feel like writing. things are confusing right now...and sometimes its a little frustrating because there are two people i used to be able to tell everything and now its like...everything has changed. and neither is my fault at all. but anyways. things are ok otherwise. ( Read more... )

crazy ass day yessterday. and now im so fucking stoned i am having a hard time typing. gtg. eggs and bacon are being made....