So we're thinking about moving closer to campus. We live a little too far away from a) my work, b) my soon-to-be college, and c) jessa's new school that she is supposed to go to next year.

..As exciting as moving to a new house seems, I feel sad about moving out of the one we're in though! I kind of love it, in some strange way. It's a lavish ( Read more... )

I'm really on pins and needles, waiting to hear if my pregnant cousin is going to come live with me!!! She needs to hurry up and make up her mind -- so I know if I need to get the spare room ready!!! ;) ;)

I didn't know it was possible for someone who was a distant part of my life to bother me so deeply. It felt wonderful to be able to tell that person to take a hike.

My ex, although he had talent, looks, and charisma, struggled with substance abuse and alcoholism. This led to our inevitable break up, and his poor choices
led him to the slammer in ( Read more... )

I wish I had never been born...and I didn't know how much a person could truly mean that until this point in my life.

Sigh.
:(

"We're trapped here briefly, change nothing, measured against infinity.."

Sometimes from a philosophical standpoint, I don't understand why we're here. What is the point of living? (Not a suicidal or otherwise depressive question, just an honest, curious question).

I guess the only problems arise when you think too far into these things. It is ( Read more... )

We just had what I figured to be type c influenza last 2 weeks (last week was lingering cold symptoms), last week I go to the ER with stomach pain and it was probably a kidney stone that resolved itself over the course of the day (won't know for sure until i get my ultrasound which they didn't schedule until april 1st for some reason) and today ( Read more... )

I don't know if it's simply due to growing older and becoming consumed by our own lives or due to personal flaws, but I've noticed all my "best friends" are entirely self-centered.

I've asked myself if there was something wrong with me that I had ever gravitated to such people. Honest mistake, I suppose - often you don't get to see these sides of ( Read more... )

I'm sick with something that feels distinctly like a strain of influenza, but a milder strain (probably a type c). It's not fun and I feel like crap (tired, achey, clammy, sore throat and ears) but it's such a beautiful sunny day today I HAVE to get outside and take a walk anyway.

It's ironic that just when I get more determined to do more with my ( Read more... )

I feel absolutely crazy apeshit out of my mind right now. :(

Kind of like I'm gonna explode.

I need a vacation from everything. I've felt caged in all winter and I feel smothered by the demands of others. My life is a death sentence and my house is my death row.

As soon as something is clean, it becomes dirty. As soon as the dishes are done there ( Read more... )

Inspiration can be found all over the place, but it's up to you to tune into it and use it to better yourself.

I'm happy to say I found some inspiration last night in a chatroom of all places. I never go into chatrooms for any reason (1- I prefer real life and 2- there are way too many weird people out there and it's always been my theory that they ( Read more... )