i wonder if there should come a time when i go ahead and put the pillow to this thing's face. my life has changed so drastically from it's birth that it's hardly recognizable to me as having been the self-same person. well, i wish i could say that - some of it (more than id care for) is a brand upon the brain when it comes back to me, there in ( Read more... )

Fourteen years. I wonder how much of me is left in there. Is it all of me? Just... altered, somehow? Vessel a little tarnished, some film over the top of the stew? Or is it a whole new pound of flesh? What's that old yarn, you know, about the ship? If you replace every part of it, one at a time, is it the same boat? Am i just gonna keep asking ( Read more... )

Alright, i couldn't bear it. There was some ridiculous deal for a NVIDIA 9800 GT on Amazon and i had to dig deep. I know it's going to be some time before i can have the steady income to justify popping for a new PC, and there are just too many reasons not to upgrade for the time being ( Read more... )

Every year, i try to make it a point and remember my journal's birthday. Every year, i forget about it completely until a few days later ( Read more... )

So, the salmon came out fucking outrageous - better than great, better than i could've hoped ( Read more... )

Is this the fucking renaissance? I don't even know what the fuck to say. It's like, everything a video game loving boy has hoped for in vain can... suddenly come true? Like, all those years spent praying at broken altars, gingerly pulling strands of web from dried petals and polishing cracked icons finally caught the attentions of some forgotten ( Read more... )

Man, i don't know what the motherfuck! First, Diablo III finally gets a release date - and soon! - and visions of lesser evils dance in my head. Then, Sword & Sworcery hops on the road to Steam? Such beauty ( Read more... )

Finished Mass Effect 3.

Outrageous.

The really crazy thing is, i haven't jerked off at all since i started playing! Total marathon gaming at it's most uplifting.

Digital Deluxe N7 edition of Mass Effect 3 is currently downloading! I'm pretty psyched about it. I'm usually pretty lenient about spoilers, in that i never particularly care if i am, uh, made thusly, i guess. Only occasionally have i purposely sought to keep myself from ruining a game before i played, none of those occasions coming to mind at the ( Read more... )

So, i fractured my left big toe. How wonderful! Much like Melkor following his duel with Fingolfin i will walk ever after haltingly, with hewn foot. I'd have a bespoke walking stick made, but by the time it's finished my toe might be better ( Read more... )