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funny how when everything falls through and when everything is brought to your attention and you realize how big of a fuck up you are how you're going absolutely no where in life, just when i think everything is worse and my life couldn't get any worse, he showed up. and a little bird told me something about myself that i didn't even know and it ( Read more... )

UPDATE:
no joke, i just saw my hamsters weiner.
he was licking it.
it was red.
and huge.
and im really sick because i thought
he was biting it off because he had it pulled
around by his head and i about vomited.

i just thought you should know....

pennsylvania with ryan in a couple hours...nice

interest begets expectation and expectation begets dissappointment. so, the key to avoid dissppointment is to avoid interest. i also don't have any interest in being a good person or a bad person anymore. from what i can tell, either way you're screwed.