Holding on ( Read more... )

Its late. But that has always seemed to be the time when I feel like anything is possible. Its the time when I feel he least resistance to create. I feel like writing lyrics to a song and then maybe writing music under them tomorrow when i won't wake up the whole apartment building. Just kinda feel like I need to have an outlet tonight. I'm ( Read more... )

getting screwed over in business sucks! especially by brothers... .... what to do for work? tune in next week to see if puting my dream job on the side of a milk carton helps me find it

i'm in a love/hate relatonship with sleep. at night, i hate going to sleep. i can't take aps either. but when it comes time that i can't stand anymore i collapse and fall asleep unwillingly. then when morning comes, i don't wanna wake up either. can't i just pick one?

lost it. lost my job. lost is like a part my sense of reality. lost my mind? lost my focus? i wouldn't go that far......... but i will not be me completely until i return. it of me has been left behind and even i cannot go without noticing that. why can't she see? if she misses me so much, why not give it a try? how could you not if you truly want ( Read more... )

this is more of an announcement than anything! i am currently with the most amazing girl and most amazing person i have ever dreamed of! we met earlier this year and we have been engaged since may 15th! i love you joeleen! i wanted to announce that i have found the girl that excels anything i have ever dreamed for and now i am finally with a person ( Read more... )

i got the new opeth cd before its release date (april 22nd) :) i love the track i'm listening to. its the first song on their "lighter, more acoustic album". it matches my mood too. tonight i reflected a lot of my feelings with a good friend. spoke a lot about the depth of life. a lot about interactions with people. it was cool. i'm gonna leave ( Read more... )

ok. i want to hear everyone's thoughts, opinions, feelings, ventings, or graffiti on 2 rediculously stupid questions : (1) what is your power animal?
(2) where is your "happy place"
and if you're lucky, you may even find out how i answered these questions. good luck! yeah dude!

king solomon was right ... every work of man is done in vain. its very frustrating and unfulfilling. makes me unmotivated to do anything for myself at all. i really find no joy in doing anything at all for myself anymore... anything wholesome i can think of. it all comes back to being so meaningless and so superficial. it is so possible to love ( Read more... )

what a damn good movie! it really made me think and was intended to make it's audience think. this one really hit. it scared me at times. it gave everyone something they could ponder if they really reached down to do so. i utterly enjoyed it, not because of the cliches that most were flocked to it for, but b/c of the core psychology used in the ( Read more... )