It has been an obscene amount of time since I've written in this thing. I've had about a billion things on my mind so now seems like as good a time as any. Hope I don't bore you all too much ( Read more... )

So the end up of the semester is upon us once again. Of course I'm feeling as lazy as ever. I've done well so far this semester but I need to get motivated to keep my grades where they are. I think i have a shot at 4.0 for the first time in my life. Wont get my hopes up for that though ( Read more... )

I've learned a lot this weekend. It was far from being good but I've realized a lot so i guess that's all that matters. i thought jon and i were getting along again and things were good after i visited him. But it turns out he's still the same ass hole he's always been and making me feel horrible about myself like all of first semester last year ( Read more... )

So this past weekend I went to Towson and visited Jon. I'm sure some of you have a problem with this but I had my reasons and really don't need to hear why you all think it was a bad idea. We aren't back together or anything, we just had to talk about some stuff. It was really nice to get away from here for the weekend. Went to parties both nights ( Read more... )

At the beginning of the semester I was doing so well w/ keeping up with my work but lately I've fallen way behind. I'll be spending the next 2 nights at the library to catch up unfortunately. I'm def starting to get to that stress point where it seems like nothing will ever get done. It's mostly because I can't do work in my room like I used to. I ( Read more... )

Things have been pretty good lately. Last weekend was Karolina's bday so Saturday was a pretty drunken night, just the right amount though. No being retarded and not too much of a hangover. Some weird stuff happened thats confusing me a bit but its not worth thinking about so i wont get into it. I have completely given up on Tyler ever being a ( Read more... )

Ignore the Tyler part of the last entry. Finally saw him. Things were actually good, not awkward at all which was nice. We didn't talk about why we hadn't hung out which was probably for the best. Just kinda went on as if nothing had ever happened and we were the same as always. Who knows if we're gonna start hanging out often again or not, doesn't ( Read more... )

I updated last night and read it today and hated it. So heres a new one. In some parts of my life I'm happier than I have been in a very long time. I finally have close girl friends who I trust completely and who I know understand me. They've been through similar things as me and I know I can do anything and not be lectured about it. I don't do a ( Read more... )

So much can change in just a year. This time last year I was coming home from visiting Jon in WV before school started. I had been completely dependent on 1 person for an entire summer and become saw some of my good friends a lot less than I should have because of that. When I got to school last year I think I always knew in the back of my mind ( Read more... )

So I've been home for over a week now and luckily I am going back to DC tomorrow. Being here has been pretty miserable. I saw a couple people but I know realize that I have almost nothing left in Columbia. Part of that is probably my fault, but part is just the fact that I'm hardly here. I've been pretty unhappy the last few days. When you realize ( Read more... )