I decided I was going to write an entry on my 20th birthday. Buuuut I have nothing really significant to write. Except saying 'I'm 20' resonates in me as if I'm speaking in tongues. I felt like I should have done something exceptionally teenage yesterday..like get acne, or hang out in front of a gas station. But I didn't, so ends my teenage years. ( Read more... )

Being home makes me miss home. It makes me miss it because I so desperately want to leave it behind before it completely deteriorates before my eyes and becomes the long-lost distant relative of the home I once knew. I have this overwhelming feeling when I see people that it might be the last time I see them because the upcoming months may only ( Read more... )

You can be polite, but have absolutely no tact. It's not so much that people get away with being like that, it's the fact that they don't even recognize that they're like that. And what bugs me even more so, is that I have enough tact not to call you out on it.

Does anyone remember Enron? As in the Enron scandal? I was just thinking about it. And ( Read more... )

I do not like these research papers, I don't believe they are character shapers...

Hmm.. slightly cracked out... but I could possibly incorporate that into  a B-list Dr.Seuss book.

The Coastal Zone Management Act of 1972 (CZMA) S.3507 is a long, boring piece of shit. By Jessamyn Fuller. That is what I'll call my book.

Anyway, most importantly, it ( Read more... )

So, I started hypervenhilating and had a panic/anxiety attack in the Library of Congess today.

Whaaaaat do you mean?

If I was a car, I'd have to (in the words of Stephanie) fix my shit.

I have just confirmed that there is indeed a time limit on talking to yourself in the mirror while constrained in a horribly small room.

Blah monologue work.

Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-

I took the one right thurr right thurr

-Jay<33

Holy good times.

7 more fucking days til I'm home and can see some of my favorite people ever - The fam; T-Maz, SZ, Steeeeeeeeeeve, Peein' Ian, DavidGoodDude, Caitlyn Husky, my gramma and maybe some surprises. But those are the top of my list.

So I was re-reading past entries, and I the one that caught my eye was from one of the first days back here at AU. I was on top of my work at this time, which is probably the only reason why I took the time to post a quote from my book...

"When you truly want something, the entire universe conspires to make it happen.."

-The Alchemist

Maybe my ( Read more... )

Trial and error? C'est possible.

With matters like this, I don't know if there is ever a good time, a bad time or a time at all to learn your lesson. Because every time you think you do, you are just waiting to realize that you haven't. And every thing you think you learn doesn't become a lesson, but merely a caution which is probably the worst ( Read more... )

I really don't like Halloween. I know that's weird, but I never have. Okay, maybe when I was 4. It's not that I think I'm too old for it. I just cannot understand the appeal of candy corn, the smell of plastic masks (you know what I'm talking about), running around half naked in 30 degree weather, fake blood, orange and black, scary movies, cutting ( Read more... )