Four months post-op

[jess_on_toast]

I guess it's true that things start getting easier after three months. This month has been... not good... but better than month three. I was able to re-incorporate the medium dilator. My typical session involves using the small for about 60 minutes, then switch to the medium for 20 minutes. I've kind of abandoned the idea of "getting to depth"

Comments

[auntyjen]

one day at a time honey, one day at a time

i hope in 2 years time you won't white wash this like a lot of girls do, and archive it somewhere
so other girls can see it's not all flowers and chocolates

[jess_on_toast]

I doubt it. I want to say that I rarely do that, but I did when my family found out about my old journal. I regret that often, however.

[auntyjen]

if when this is all said and done, you want to write something up in an anon manner, i will host it on antijen
but that's going to be some time down the road
huggggggggggggggggg

[ohka15]

I am sorry you are still having problems, but at least it sounds like the pain is not as bad. The urination thing sounds like an issue that hopefully you can get fixed if it does not fix itself.