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I'm restless--literally I'm fucking awake
I have this feeling in the pit of my stomach. It's 4am and I can't fucking sleep. I'm happy but I'm terrified of it so what I do is, perpetually sabotage anything and everything worth while ( Read more... ) -
1.2.3
Explain to me, the reasoning ( Read more... ) -
Oh WORD?
I gave up drinking for lent, I gave up thinking too--but only certain thoughts and certain memories. Have you ever had such a realization that it's almost too good to be true ( Read more... ) -
Bob Vance, Vance Refrigeration
God dammit, the fact that he's online is taunting me. Just sitting there all smug in front of his computer. So agitating. Sometimes when I'm angry I'll rename people on my ichat, for instance "Lamefagdouche" was one of my favorites or "DON'T TALK TO ME" (also pretty good). I think I'll rename this person..."fuckingstupid" for a multitude of reasons ( Read more... ) -
YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYYYYY
I always want italian food after watching the sopranos which, coincidentally makes me not want to sleep at 4am (ohp make it 5am) on a weekday. I've become somewhat obsessed and occasionally I find myself talking like a 50 year old italian mob boss, it's ridiculous ( Read more... ) -
old
My friends all have new friends. I'm in a constant state of desolation.
I don't think I've been as good a friend as I think I've been. I guess I have to try harder, but maybe we're all in different places? I won't place the blame on anyone but myself.....
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:)
I feel it's about time for an update.
I'm now 21.
Shock & Awe/ONE was a success, we raised about a grand for the ONE campaign.
I got a new job.
I want to learn about hinduism.
I am cougar (sort of).
I love elephants (not new).
I will probably be infatuated with something soon, during which I will update again. -
Thank gawd for friends
These two gals are awesome:
By far the cutest. Amy, thanks for always being around, not only because you have to (cause we live together) but because you sometimes want to ;)
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Karma Payment Plan
This tunnel goes for miles, I keep hoping for light to shine at the other end, but Instead I only tread water, shallow mucky water. My thoughts, my actions, other peoples actions, are what fills my head. Nothing worth while. Nothing motivational. I am happy. I am happy. I keep telling myself everything is fucked, but I'm completely over ( Read more... ) -
Shock and Awe 3.0
I'm well Aware of my tedious promoting. But if I can't promote on LJ, where can I promote? This is the third installment of Shock and Awe, and I think it's going to be the best yet. I'm extremely proud of how far we've gotten and I can barely restrain my excitement. I hope everyone can make it out, and if not (due to distance, prior engagements, ( Read more... )