so things are all a-buzz lately ( Read more... )

after HOW many years working for these people and NOW, for the first time, im suddenly being micro-managed? being asked to tell the managing broker when i leave every day, what i do and when and how much and then STILL submit my timesheet to her for approval before i give it to payroll ( Read more... )

o ive been a little stressed lately. my supposed "promotion" at work came with a big shiny new office...and subsequent resentment from the chick who got booted from said office. and a ton more work from everyone in the office...see, they seem to see me as the unwanted work dumping ground. im the amazing little girl who can get it all done, get it ( Read more... )

wow, was i moody yesterday or what? damn. thank god for good friends...i know i say that a lot, but hell, i mean it a lot too. Yesterday was just...crappy. there's no other word for it. it just was...but after a chat with my Big, a pleasant meeting with my new neighbor (not the cute one, im talking about the cute one's live-in girlfriend. ha. yea.. ( Read more... )

ok kids, i know i just posted, i know. but im in such a fucking bad mood right now...so many things that have been irritating me since i got home are just really getting to the breaking point now. i need to rant, and no, im not gonna get to everything because honestly, i just dont care to talk all that much but ok let's do it ( Read more... )

so my computer melted to itself. no, seriously. ugh, i cant even talk about it...basically, it's being sent off to get fixed but i may not have it back for like two weeks and um, yea, i cant work without my computer. so theres a good chance ill finally be getting a new one (after like 6 months of saying im going to) very soon ( Read more... )

just so everyone knows: ive never been so utterly bored in my life. every day at work is the longest day of my life. thank god for my entertaining friends...and yes, for some reason, there IS something strangely interesting about sitting on top of the church loft, staring down at I-20. maybe it's seeing all the cars fly by or the city lights or ( Read more... )

i may or may not have ACCIDENTALLY ruined my chances of a clean drug test for the new job last night.

fuck.

ok.

new outfit: check

killer resume: check

great hair day: check

meeting time/location confirmed: check

one slightly giant pimple: check

i better be FEELING all the good karma being sent my way around 5:30pm today. big, important interview. big, huge paycheck. big, huge celebration if i get this job.

ok, im not thinking about it anymore.

gah.

it's been one of those days where suddenly a million little hunches and tiny half-thoughts that have been floating around your head for some time finally come together and form some cohesive scene and it all makes sense. and you know, whatever it is you need to know.

and so i do...i know who i am, i know where i am, what i want, where im going, what ( Read more... )