For whatever reason, I lately feel that I am the only person in my age bracket not married or with a child. Maybe it's cuz my friends from high school are engaged or married or have kids! And little me, who decided to just party it up until about a year and a half ago is now with a boyfriend who has no interest in either of those for a while. ( Read more... )

So I think I'm in love...I was originally going to put the lyrics to the "I think I love you" song, but I figured the subject was gay enough and wanted to keep some kind of dignity. There's so much I'm afraid of though, what if I get hurt and in all honesty I'd like to keep him around as long as possible. I've been trying not to think about it ( Read more... )

How exactly do you say you're friends with someone if that someone has issues with who you are? Like let's say you have quirky habits or something and all that person does is yell at you for the quirky habits. Or when we feel like we're being attacked for no reason don't we usually try to slowly back away and the word ok tends to come out right ( Read more... )

Not including today...I'll be back with my Non Greek People(as I have to now refer to them since my Greek people get jealous...Mike and Lauren!!) in 4 days!!!!!!!! YAY for lots of Booze and Dion's!!!! P.S. Maggie, I saw your sister today and she informed me that you will be here so I let me know if you are staying the whole week cuz if you are I' ( Read more... )

So, yet again being honest and straight-forward has come back to bite me quite violently in the ass. I don't know why I continue to let myself feel so shitty about things that are so obviously not entirely my fault. Yes, there are things that I could do to make the situation better, but no matter what kind of relationship you're in (in this case ( Read more... )

As easy as it might be for you to pick up and go back to where you call home, I just can't do it. If you are gonna be happier there, then great cuz all I really do want is for you to be happy, but no matter what you say I am losing you. I wish I could pick up and just go home too, but the two people that I would want to come with me can't. You' ( Read more... )

So I feel pretty bad that my Big sis thinks that she lost a boy to me. This is why I have tried to stay away from relationships and what not, they cause problems. The sad thing is that the boy in question is a really nice guy. What a bummer ( Read more... )

Let's start off by saying I'm annoyed and horny, which is not a good combonation. If I were still in Albuquerque, I'd never have to worry about that second part cuz lets just say I was very well taken care of. Then today one of my sister's has pushed me to the last edge. I've been listening to her double boy issues for the last two months and ( Read more... )

I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me. I feel like such a superficial whore that even after growing this nice little bond with Luke, he sent me some pics and I don't know if I am okay with what I see. I like him. I am a fucking Samantha that has to have the best of everything, but also a Miranda cuz I keep finding excuses to run ( Read more... )

So all I did this weekend was hang out at home, but Friday I stayed on the phone with Luke for like 2 hours. He told me I had to watch All the Pretty Horses and True Grit. True Grit was pretty good and All the Pretty Horses made me cry. I like him. He's really nice and he makes me laugh. I talked to him again today for like an hour. I met ( Read more... )