So I feel it's time for a real update, the last few days have been weird. But Matt's back, and Avril really happy again, things are some what back to normal again. I think we're going into the stuidos soon, this will be my first time, because I was not with Avril when they recorded Let Go, I'm kind of nervous ( Read more... )

First things first, MATTY'S HOME YAY.
It's hard being the stand in boyfriend, I'm not use to it, phf and I say I want a girlfriend, I suck. Anyway, my life is boring.
And yes so... hi hi hi everyone.

Evan died, it makes me sad.

So last night, I went to Avrils, and we watched American Beauty, Why? I don't know, she wanted to, so I was like alright whatever, she does so much for me, I figured I owe her, plus I am suppose to take care of her for Matty, and he would have watched it ( Read more... )

I was dissapointed last night, I was okay that we didn't win, it happens. But just the night overall, I think my expectations here to high ( Read more... )

Today is the day of the vma's wooohoo I am excited, and Avril is my date. Because I promised Matty I would take care of her, and I never break a promise to anyone. We going to cause hell like we always do I am excited ( Read more... )

Well howdy folks, it’s been a while since I updated, wow, I’m surprised Avril hasn’t kicked my ass for it yet, oh well she loves me ( Read more... )

I should have never trusted myself. I'm sorry for everything...Don't feel bad, it's not your fault, you can't help it.

Thanks Seb for listening, it was good to know your there. You rock.

I feel all sappy and emo,
I need a hug, and some ice cream.

I will make a real update later, but for now... this works.

Wow, these last few days have been so amazing, like I can even begin to explain how happy I am right now. Like whoa… EW I can’t believe I said that. Any who, Yesterday Elisha ‘kidnapped’ me. It was awesome; we went and rented ‘Just Married’. I had seen it, but she hadn’t and it had like everything it in, love, comedy, Ashton, haha but yah, and then ( Read more... )

Wow, well last night I received some good news, best I’ve heard in a while. I got like… all giddy, it was weird and creepy, and I think I scared the shit out of myself. I think I’m still feeling it, like whoa, I am scared still. But I needed to get out, so I went out with Mark and some of the boys from home, and we went to see a movie. We saw ( Read more... )

- closing down the paint shop, he brings himself to update. Logging into his journal he runs the mouse to the update button clicking it twice and waiting for it to load. Once it loads he begins to write -So the other day I was with Mark, god I missed that kid. It’s been awhile. We just hung out and caused shit like we always do. If only the others ( Read more... )