My greatest aspiration in life is the hope that I might postitively affect someone else's life, anyone else's life at all.

That is to say, the people that affect me are the most important people to me. There's a reason we're in each others' lives, all of you, and I'm thankful for every second I spend with all of you. To far away times, my friends

Videogames ( Read more... )

A good friend of mine told me I lacked confidence, and that the only way to find it is through spiritual enlightenment. Normally I wouldn't have thought the two were related. Also, it's not as though I'm spiritually numb, I'm just not really into the whole GOD thing, which is the tune she was singing. Granted the message is generally the same, She ( Read more... )

So my father hasn't so much as said a word to me since my birthday. I guess I shouldn't have flaked out of going to Staten Island with him, but after my birthday smasher there was no way I'd wake up at 10 AM. In fact, I'm pretty sure I slept til 4 that day ( Read more... )

Every time I hear that song it's a good damn night. I mean, Finnish twins? With Finnish accents? That actually like me? My goodness, it's just beyond great. Even if I don't do the playa play thing and go for both, I feel like I have a ghost of a chance. Hell, it'd be downright irresponsible to have them both, but they both seem to enjoy my company ( Read more... )

I basically spent the entirety of today travelling to and from Connecticut, and since the car I was driving didn't have a port for the DSi, I was cruising the waves the whole time. Driving is so zen to me, and as foul a mood as I was in when I woke up today, the drive and the radio cheered me up considerably. These tracks might've made me sad about ( Read more... )

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I can see everything for what it is these days, and it is a total burden. I can't even enjoy a day off from work because in its most true form, it's a waste of time. It's a day where I sleep and don't make money. Working sucks just as much though. I mean, I thought I liked my job, but when that's all you get, it's really upsetting. Summer hours are ( Read more... )

I'm going to outline this because it's been slowly eating away at my soul for months.

March 08 - Early February 09: Mutually in love, planning on spending eternity forever. Corny and perfect.

Later in February: I get dumped because A) I still haven't gotten a better job
                                                                           B) I ( Read more... )

it is very dumb