Tonight was okay, I guess. Got drunk for 10 bucks which is a victory in NYC, I guess. Where's the train? Itnleaves mr hollow. I care about 3 people in this world, one wrote me off cimprletly yesterday on the bus in transit, one left me to be by myself because she was with her "real friends" tonight, I'm on the last train and there are three piles ( Read more... )

there's something aboot this time of year that just makes people sad. for me, it's memories.... i think of everything that has happened since last year at this time, two years ago, five years ago, ten. i can't shake it this year, even though it usually sets in AFTER the holidays are done ( Read more... )

today is the most awful day i have had in weeks (and xiu xiu agrees). the horrible jolt from loverly spring time weather to disgustingly overcast gross rainy impending snow blah just accentuates that ( Read more... )

I can't remember if I said this yet or not....

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there's nothing like feeling like shit about relationships ( Read more... )

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my life is lately made of clear moments strung together like pearls on a flimsy, fraying thread.
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seeing manhattan lights from the BQE and the statue of liberty off in the distance make me feel like i am home. almost.

homesick, cause i no longer know where home is.

you ever have a crush so hard it really does feel like it's crushing your ribcage because the need want desire to be with that person hurts so badly ( Read more... )

Did I Make You Cry On Christmas Day? (Well, You Deserved It!)
Sufjan StevensThis time of year you always disappear ( Read more... )

dear passive aggressive, utterly tactless girl in my Shakespeare class ( Read more... )