Okay so guess where i am not at as of this moment ( Read more... )

here is a quick update:

1. my birthday is in 15 days.

2. i have a new love

3. daphne loves derby .... that is my version of a birthday bash son!

be there or be square.

daphne loves derby

va beach.

11-11-05

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okay.

here is my perception on life....

there is no wrong way to live it.

you just have to live.

and be happy you are alive.

take deep breaths as much as possible.

and keep your eyes open so you can see the beauty of life.

dont get down just because you have a broken  heart.

or a broken leg for that matter.

just be happy to be alive.

that you can ( Read more... )

here is what i am thinking ( Read more... )

single again.

but its okay.

i dont mind it.

i am too busy right now anyways.

but as for this one.

i dont think i will ever be able to get over him.

not even after all the shit

that happened between us.

and trust me ....

....there is plenty.

I hate this.
It makes me sad.
But I am going to try.
It is just going to be so hard to do.
I dont think I can take it much longer.
I mean i love you more than i can say.
But there is no way i can handle a whole year.
of barely seeing you....
....or rarely talking to you.
it hurts to much.

.....love
jessemo

FUCK....

i dont know what to do.

My back is fucked up.

I pulled it at work.

And now it is killing me.

To add on to everything.

I miss Daniel terribly.

Plus I am horny.

Okay.

Too much has been shared.

I am worried that i am falling too fast.
If that is even possible.
I am pretty much as deep as i can get.

But i want this to last more than anything.
I love you more than words can describe.
And hope you stick around.

<3