naked lounge last night for coffee. i go out to run into people for a refirmation of how much this town, and it's people, blow ( Read more... )

i like the wonderful benefits of having a wretched short-term memory. i'm officially flooded with idealism. rewind to a year ago, "san francisco will be rad! i'll go to uppity gallery openings and museums! i'm gonna drink double espresso lattes with all the annoying kids that are only good in their connections and what they can do for you!" have i ( Read more... )

and i mean that in the most sarcastic way possible.

haven't we learned that getting our hopes up is fucking retarded. i'm such a sissy girl. grow fucking up.

my month of friendless anti-interaction has been more akin to solitary confinment than could have first been imagined ( Read more... )

yeah harjit, i forgot you existed as well. thing is, all my old sXe clad, vegan, wannabe ex-patriot friends live here. and they talk about you like you're "fighting the good fight." are there "free harjit" t-shirts, a la winona ryder, yet ( Read more... )

spray painting a side of a building is not a repression of your rights. "there are no rights in america, 2/3 of the bill of rights isn't upheld." get over yourself. AMERICA SUX is something we wrote on our backpacks in jr. high, not something we continue to believe after age 14 ( Read more... )

i've broken my not seeing anybody policy during break twice. once you realize you've been in the same position since tuesday, and have only moved to check the mail or get ice cream, it's time to move. i'm starting to spoon with the TV ( Read more... )

if i don't look at my grades, there is still time for divine intervention. sometimes it's easier to not expect so much from yourself. keep the expectations low, they say. that way you impress people when you can tie your shoes properly ( Read more... )

i'm a terribly (wonderfully) self-centered person.

and when they say jesus died for me, it doesn't really help matters.

JESUS died for ME.

goodnight

nikki and drove to oroville. we went to walmart in that awful town. then we found palermo. we didn't really have any adventures though. we try so hard. "that's your problem." "you try too hard." girls don't have adventures. it's as simple as that ( Read more... )