So I just thought that I would update my journal since it's been months...not much is new...Dan and I are still 'broken up' but trust me it's like we never broke up. It was his birthday on Wednesday and I got him a PS2 and a lap dance. This girl came over to Dans last night...she's in my math class and a lot of people said they didn't like her... ( Read more... )

Finally, I'm glad Dan and I broke up. I have my moments where I miss him, i.e. when I go to his house, at work, and weekends...but It is better that we broke up for the time being. I'm mentaly alot healthier. No more fights every night, no more him choosing his friends, no more of me trying to be posesive over him. And more Jessica time, which ( Read more... )

Honestly...I hate this. I'm not going to lye to you all...I'm depressed as fuck. And I can't handle this any longer...I feel like I'm going crazy. I miss Dan soo much...that it hurts. Even though I broke it off with him because he didn't know what he wanted, I think I'm hurt more than he is. I know I did some stupid stuff while we were dating...i.e ( Read more... )

Tomorrow I am going to fast in memory of Mike Scott. I invite anyone who would like to join me in this to please do. Say a prayer in your heart for him, Kaylin and his family, and do not eat for the rest of the day, be humble and think of Mike. You can end your fast when needed, I am going to go all day with an end at dinner time. Mike was an ( Read more... )

I'm sick of death, and sickness....I wish it would all just go away. Last night was Brooks birthday and we went to the bowling ally and I wasn't feeling good and went out and layed in the car for 2 hours until they were ready to go home. I came home today and found out that my grandma is yet once again in the hospital because she was bleeding out ( Read more... )

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To update!! Yay!! Well all is well...me and Sheldon got in a really big fight and are no longer speaking. I told him I'd call when I wasn't mad anymore. Me and Dan are well...I really like him. Too bad he isn't mormon...oh well. Today was Holiday Harmony...I worked 730am to 830pm. This was my latest Biggest project. I hurt my back really ( Read more... )

Well...all is well on the home front. I am once again a mixed up little girl who has lost her way. Life is crazy...and the ones you love dont love you and the ones that you dont love love you the most. I cant wait until January...my body is doing some crazy things lately...and I really need to get it looked at. (I'm Scared!!) Well I hope all is ( Read more... )

And what a trip. I just got home from visiting all my beloved friends in Utah. I have to admit...I had alot more fun than I thought that I would. I'm glad that I came and spent time with them all. I'm glad that I spent time with Jeremy. I feel alot better about the whole situation. I also think it was good for him to move on. I love my aunt ( Read more... )

Okay...so WOW. Ruben is hot...and I think we are going to get together. I like him alot...and he likes me. weired eh? And then there is Dan...and I for some unearthly reason like him too...but he just got out of a serious relationship and doesn't need a girlfriend. So we are just best friends who cuddle and hang out every chance we get. And ( Read more... )