Entered the Partial Hospitalization Program at Munson on 1/26/2011.

New journal for new beginnings:

pandainthecity 

you almost always pick the best time
to drop the worst lines
you almost made me cry again this time
another false alarm
red flashing lights
well this time i'm not going to watch myself die

i think i made it a game to play your game
and let myself cry
buried myself alive on the inside,
so I could shut you out,
and let you go away for a long time. GET ( Read more... )

I don't think you can really beat dropping acid, seeing Alice in Wonderland in 3D and watching the sunset.

http://www.hbcprotocols.com/99things.html

Sometimes when I get really upset I feel like vomiting.

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Venus Conjunct Saturn with an orb between 1 and 3 degrees

Since you were a child you have felt you could not just be yourself and be loved. You had to earn your love in some way by being or doing something special. You are far more self-protective than most people realize. Your best love partners are also work partners. (god, i hope not)
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you are everything I want
because you are everything I'm not

i've met my match.