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jet lag is kicking my ass

We'll be miles apart
I'll keep you deep inside
You're always in my heart
A new life to start
I may be leaving but you're always in my heart

i'm very pissed off.

my head really hurts. i feel slightly nauseous ( Read more... )

i hate not knowing what to do with the time that was supposed to be spent doing something important. i really hate when shit gets canceled. i just sit around with the blankest of minds. seriously.

"there is time, so much time. "

it looks like a nice day.
i'm awake.
i have to leave soon.

i want to draw.
i'm sucking at it.

maybe i am just tired.
i don't want to be tired.

It's too much to mess
And a stress to figure out
And too much pressure on us, babe

Dirty Ice Cream

It's so hard to be motivated when things are so uncertain. I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I'm so bad at living sometimes. Will I look back and regret? Or will I just accept that this is me. This is how I live.

I know that if some people were to take a peak at my life they would say, "that's boring." It's not boring to me. It gets a little ( Read more... )

I suck.