time has gone by so fast. i promised him i would take him with me to concerts when he turned 15 or 16 or whatever it was. i dont think i ever did and i've had a hard time with that. when we were younger i didn't really want to spend tons of time with him and now i would give anything to get to hang out with him. i miss him tons. here he is... the ( Read more... )

cj looks amazing. i cried when he had to leave. i'll post pictures later. NYC tomorrow!

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id have to say im a little disappointed with a few things in my life. my job being one of them. there has been so much grief and hurt feelings over the past year and nine months i've been there. too much stress. i couldn't believe i actually fought with a customer today. customers always right eh? i've never fought with a customer. i've always ( Read more... )

i got my nose peirced i'll post pictures later. :)

Im so excited!!!!!!!! im buying the steve diet goedde dvd RIGHT NOW ( Read more... )

jason and i went to the band marino show a few days ago. that was the second time i've seen them play and both times i was wowed because theyre so good! although one of the first things i said to jason while watching the first band was "feels like somethings missing, daniel's missing" i'm currently sitting in darkroom number two waiting for my ( Read more... )

im going to barcelona in the spring!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so i followed my mom and brother to the airport today. cj (my brother) got on a plane at 10:40 this morning to start his life at the naval academy. i felt like jumping up and down and screaming for joy because im so proud of him!!! but at the same time it was sad because you know...he left and all. and i just tend to cry when i see people crying so ( Read more... )

lately i've been feeling pretty frustrated with myself, its just that for a while now i've been praying and asking God what he wants me to do with my life. I want him to show me, i want some kind of guidance. to tell ya the truth i've never really been close to God ...i mean really close. i've never been just happy with life and knowing him and ( Read more... )