i forgot about how much i love circulatory system

but then again, the detachable thing may be a problem considering he lives immediately next door.

i should probably take photos of something right now. i don't really know what i should take photos of. i want to take pictures of a person. or several people. i kind of want to document. like that raw stuff. but . . . well, actually, no "but". i should get off my ass and take photos. hell. i should ( Read more... )

i feel beautiful when i'm swimming. but only when i'm swimming.

how's everyone?

i am going to wake up smiling tomorrow. i am most likely going to fall asleep smiling too.

i have a REAL LIFE date on tuesday. like everything about it will be a REAL LIFE date. miniature golfing and then dessert and coffee. i think i might cry on tuesday and ruin the whole thing but i'll tell him, "no, i'm just crying because i'm happy" and i'll have running masacara (i'll be wearing make-up, of course) and puffy lips and red nose ( Read more... )

we had to show
in pencil drawings
the rage inside our bones

held that pencil
in my hand tightly
but the rage did not grow

end

i like it.

my mom makes me want to...god, i don't know. she just...GOD. i wish i wasn't the youngest so she wouldn't do those little things that make me feel like i'm still 15. like, here i am doing more mature things like going to the bank and taking care of school stuff and calling people for work and all that, but she still treats it as though i can't take ( Read more... )

my mom told me that i have realistic dreams. i suppose she's right. i have those kinds of dreams that i wish were real. i think i take ideal things and live them vicariously through my dreams. maybe. i had the sweetest dream last night. i lived with a guy that i met the other day and when we woke up, we both went to the bathroom to brush our teeth ( Read more... )