Ok so its a new year. It doesnt feel any different although i wish it would. My cousins funeral was probably the hardest thing ive ever gone through in my life. I still cant believe she is gone. It doesnt feel right. I just saw her i just talked to her. The whole thing feels like a dream or rather a nightmare. The visitation the cememtery ( Read more... )

-I dont fear death because I know the man and hes got nothing against me. But I am afraid of not living enough to have a good tale to tell him, on the long walk back home ( Read more... )

I dont know if anyone reads this and i guess it really doesnt matter. My life right now is pretty much a broken record. I wake up go to work come home and spend time with my boyfriend. Im working right now full time and I say the reason im not in school is because i dont like the schools here but i think theres more to it then that. Everyone here ( Read more... )

Hey long time no talk. Nothing really has changed I bought a new car. BAD IDEA! Insurance is higher than my payment, but you gotta do gotta do what you gotta do! I dont know what else to really say on here gotta get ready for work. Oh I went to the Usher concert it was tight. But yah love ya guys byee

Things are going pretty good for now. Me and Arnie are good, the job, is , well, okay I guess. Im manager now but that just means more bull shit to deal with. Grrrr.....anyways I need to get back in church sometime. Its not even the fact that I dont want to go its that I have to work every Sunday and CANT go. Ill have to talk to Tabatha about ( Read more... )

Ok so Im coming up to Michigan for a couple days in August other than that I dont know when I will really have time to come up there. Im thinkin after a year at my job right now Im gonna transfer to another state. I just dont know where yet.....maybe back to Michigan but I kinda want to start somewhere new....but on the other hand maybe not. Its ( Read more... )

Woah! I dont think Ive been on this thing in forever. What the hell is up? I was reading my last entry and if I didnt make someone want to kill me I dont know what was wrong with me. Its not that bad here and from what I read its not even remotely close to that bad here. Ya the occasional bad party fouls ya know whatever but for real its pretty ( Read more... )

So my bigness weakness is definitely my thought process....I think too much and fuck myself over from a lot of things. So life in Tennessee, I thought was gonna be easier or laid back or w/e. Ya know? But I come here and I stop goin to church I start hanging out with two faced alcoholics and drug addicts. I cant take it anymore. I know if I stay ( Read more... )

well well well where to start ive had one great awesome day let me tell you.....my car is totally fucked up i dont know whats wrong with it. So that is just wonderful I just fixed it the other day.....I ran over a curb and fucked up my tire....o well that wasnt too bad but now i think somethin is really wrong wit it. Hopefully nothing too drastic. ( Read more... )

Well I havent had the time to do this in forever! Well lets see a lot has happened ( Read more... )