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what's wrong with me..
I have the perfect man...loving, caring, considerate and funny as hell...but because he doesn't wanna have sex with me everyday, and sometimes masturbates on the days we don't do it...I feel insecure and somewhat hurt, I mean am I in the wrong?? I feel 50/ 50 about this, I feel like I don't have a reason, and I feel like I do have a reason to be ( Read more... ) -
so close to reaching that famous happy end...so far we are so close
why cant i get you off my mind =[
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why cant i see what you see.....
i think when you realize that the person you hate the most is yourself, you pretty much have hit rock bottom. And unfortunately, there is no way up.
Rock bottom to me means, the realization that my life is so horrible because nothing i ever good enough, for me. I think everyone knows i am my harshest critic. This isn't just some emo cry bullshit ( Read more... ) -
so lonely inside, so busy out there, and all you wanted was somebody who cares
BOYS! well one boy in particular has caught my eye, i haven't had a crush like this in about 3 years lol, not since high school, well let me tell you one thing, things haven't changed much lol. Cause i am still crushing but to scared/insecure/ugly (okay strike that last one) thats just me. but seriously this seems to be the kinda guy who's only ( Read more... ) -
the world is a vampire
fuck everyone, yeah i super jealous bitch....not!! cause im jealous of your relationship im jealous of the fact that i am now apparently nothing to you,even though im the one who stayed with you all those nights, and talked to you on the phone for hours, but ya im jeaous of your "super awesome guy" please...... grow up please...
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when all is said and done, will you still be at my side
meh i feel awkward, which isnt unual for me...its like, well lets start from the beginning and work our way through it....
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Home doesnt quite feel like home all the way yet. It still feels like im staying for the summer, but im working...i dunno maybe if i get the rest of my crap down/up here it will finally feel final...who knows.
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pretty sure ( Read more... ) -
quite thoughts of desperation
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im am so confused right now, for a reason i cannot yet talk about for reasons of conscience...
dunno what to do...
Will think about it over a bowl of cereal
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look out captain, there be bad waters ahead.
OH NO!! my...long distance boyfriend/relationship/pain in the ass, has once again come into contact, after ignoring me for, oh i dont know, almost 2 months!!
dont know what to do.
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when life hands you lemons, squeeze them in its eyes and say "i don't want fuckin lemon"
oh dear lord, where to even being...well i was talking to my ex (AJ) for a little bit, and by a little bit i mean like 3 days, but my god things were going so well, we were actually talking about things, and i got alot of answers ive been dieing to know, but of course it didnt last, because like 2 days he texted me and told me he wouldnt talk to me ( Read more... )
