The worst thing about the breakup is how I feel right now. For the fist time I can remember I'm actually wishing ill on someone else. I hope that he ends up unhappy. That he hurts forever. Or at least that's what I'm thinking right now... I know someday I'll probably regret thinking that, and wishing that, but it's how I feel right now...

Sometimes I want to see him. I want to feel like he's hurting as much as I am, even though I'm pretty sure that he isn't. Was I just a blip on his life's radar. Do I have any lasting meaning to him? I'm slipping further and further down the rabbit hole ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm drowning. I'm losing myself piece by piece. I'm ready to talk about it, but what is there to say? And who is there to say whatever it is to?

Feeling alone and lonely. I hurt so much and so oftn. I just want the pain to stop..

Feeling defeated sums it up. I feel like I can't get ahead, do anything right, make anything good. I sometimes want to throw in the towel, throw my hands up, and just stop everything. But I can't even do that. So, what am I supposed to do? How do I survive, move on, be happy, succeed?

Watching the bachelorette, and think its weird... after 1 evening of meeting in a party setting, and they are "shocked", think she "doesn't like awesome guys", and at least one that got cut used the words "soul mate"... weird.

Sometimes, I find it hard to breathe. I can smile all day long. I can pretend to be happy. But breathing sometimes just takes so much...effort. I miss feeling like someone knows me adn loves me in spite of it. I miss being able to smile honestly. I want to feel different sane, in control, loved. I want to have my hand held while I watch TV, ( Read more... )

Felt so alone last night. still feeling alone today. not sure why. miss having someone that knows me around...

did you know that when you google "how to get over heartbreak" there are 934,000 results? Similarly, there are 92,400,000 results for "how to feel better". e-how has at least 8 articles that will tell you how to "survive", "recover from" and "mend" a broken heart...

heart broken. single. david did ask me to marry him, only to call me drunk and break up with me 4 weeks later. sometimes i wonder how i could have been so confused about who he is.