does anyone know what kind of bracelets (the ones with the beads and tassles) these are and maybe where i could find some? thanks :) <3

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im so fucking sexually frustrated. i need a man. goddamnit. why are guys so fucking confusing.

after a full day in the hospital on saturday ive been put on anti-depressants and anti-anxiety pills. i feel so worthless right now.. nothing is worth it nothing is fun nothing nothing nothing makes me smile anymore. i push my boyfriend away. even though my mom is doing so much to help me i push her away and i get mad so easily. im always tired. i ( Read more... )

i feel like im dying and im scared to death. have you ever felt like everything around you is just a dream and you cant wake up. your stomach hurts so much and it feels like your actual heart is really really hurting you. my head feels all fuzzy i cant think the only thing i can think of is whats the point im gonna spend the rest of my life like ( Read more... )

gross ( Read more... )

I am getting sick of my playlist. So if you would so kindly tell me what your absolutely favorite songs are... thanks :) i need to be introduced to new music. <3

my fucking wisdom tooth is growing in on the left side, and so only that side of my face looks like a damn chipmunk.. plus it hurts so so so bad. :(

but damn ecstasy is yummy candy.

ive been listening to Mad Caddies and Reel Big Fish alot lately. i love how i switch my "music mood" every two weeks or so..

i just need a nice Irish and/or Scottish (theyre both sexy) bad boy to spank me and ill be good.

So i got these two pairs of jeans for christmas, but they arent really my type so all they have been doing for the past 2 months is hang in my closet. The only time i have worn them is when i tried them on and decided they werent my type.
The first pair is a pair of Juicy Couture Jeans. They are actually a darker greyish blue (my digi cam ran out of ( Read more... )

i want this guy. lets call him the dealer.
i dont know why i want him.. he is nothing i look for:
he doesnt go to school, he actually wants to go to trade school or be a truck driver.. no dreams (not really), no aspirations, he deals crack, heroin, etc.., hes 4 years older than i am (whats he looking for in a 17 yr old), hes got a child that hes ( Read more... )