Last night was so much fun. Hung out at Tyler and Devin's with Tiffany, Michael, my sister, and Jackie. Got pizza, got drunk, and just hung out. We all decided our life plan, and it's awesome. I can't wait to live in the castle with the people that I love. Hahahaha.

Today; errands with my sister and Michael, hangout with Tiffany, see my grandpa, and ( Read more... )

I really love having my sister home, it puts a lot of things into perspective with where I want to go in life and how I want to pursue things. She also has helped me through the moments that I didn't think I was going to get through. When I finally break down, she is there to help me pick up all the pieces, even if she is 2,000 miles away ( Read more... )

Yesterday I got my hair done at Aveda, Ashley cut and colored it, it looks super cute, no longer black! But I was there for 7 hours, very tiring. Haha. Last night was eventful to say the least. Spent it with Michael, met his brother. Went to a pool hall, went to Eddie's, hung out, beer pong, then sleep (on the littlest mattress on this planet.) ( Read more... )

It's time to get positive. I'm sick of being sad, and waiting it out isn't going to change anything. This time, I'm taking matters into my own hands, and I am going to get back the happiness I once had.

Hey Michael, I love you. There isn't anyone else who could of gotten me through these past few days, the days when I thought I wasn't going to have ( Read more... )

Dear God,
    If you are, in fact, up there. Please help me get through the upcoming months, in fact, the next upcoming weeks. Let's make that days. Each day is a new challenge for me. And I feel more alone then I ever have before.

Dear God,
    If you are, in fact, up there. Please help my family get through the upcoming months, in fact, the next ( Read more... )

Dear life,
    Please stop shitting on me.
Love, Jessie.

A lot of stuff has happened with in the last few weeks. I'm exhausted I think. I've been at heaven's the majority of the time, trent has taken me back and forth from my house so many times I can't even count. Very many late night trips to bridgetown from milford. Been with Michael everyday. And I finally got my car today. My dad complained about me ( Read more... )

I am so ridiculously tired right now. I was up until like 3am, and now I'm at work. Its 9am. I woke up at 8. Why why why whhhhhy!

...but on the brightside! My dad is letting me use his car today. Yessssss.

Anddddd. That means I get to see my boyfriend. :) and the ramseys.

Everything with me and Heaven was a huge misunderstanding and miscommunication. Basically, I missed my best friend for 20 days for no reason. But we both decided it was a good break, and now we appreciate each other so much more. Since we've been friends again it has been very eventful.

- Me and Michael started dating, :] <3 ( Read more... )

Going out with Michael.
Back to being friends with Heaven.
Car broke down.
Going to lay down.
Happy.