college is a time in everyones life where things seem to be meaningless. we are in limbo between childhood and reality and nothing makes sense. i would tell you that everything will get better and eveything will fall into place, but how would i know? but then what comes after college seems even less appealing than college itself, with the real world and all. a real job. dealing with real money, not your parents' money. sounds awful to me.
people say that college will be the best times of our lives. hmm.. iguess the only thing we can do is have as much fun as we can now. like the stereotype goes. even if it means our happiness isnt necessarily authentic? i guess.
all i can tell you is that you are a great person. you are so much fun to be around and i miss you so much. you and ash are the only people in the world that know how to have my kinda good time with authentic laughter and authentic happiness doing truly unique things **cabrewing**. you dont deserve to be lonely and you dont deserve to be sad.
thanks for that :) i do think i have an easier time finding happiness in tc with you guys. somehow that just seems so much more natural and right then partying at college. i dont really know what i am trying to say.. but yay for cabrewing! ben jammin wants to come this year it took him about thirty seconds to realize the full meaning of 'cabrewing' and then he was amazed. hahaha.
so academics at K suck, that's a given. Being on study abroad right now has let me see a lot of things that i wouldn't have normally seen otherwise (as far as looking in at K from the outside). Like the fact that I emailed two of my best friends on campus at least three weeks ago, and haven't heard anything back except that 'when i get the time i'll write'. I think that study abroad will help you see that although academics are important to your future, they're not everything at all. It's weird to see you guys get so caught up in studying and stuff that you barely have time to smell the roses, er, something. I know orgo sucked ass this year, we all hated it with a burning passion etc, etc. I know the feeling of losing motivation to do anything because it doesn't help in the end. I don't know what I'm trying to say, right now i'm rambling. haha
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college is a time in everyones life where things seem to be meaningless. we are in limbo between childhood and reality and nothing makes sense. i would tell you that everything will get better and eveything will fall into place, but how would i know? but then what comes after college seems even less appealing than college itself, with the real world and all. a real job. dealing with real money, not your parents' money. sounds awful to me.
people say that college will be the best times of our lives. hmm.. iguess the only thing we can do is have as much fun as we can now. like the stereotype goes. even if it means our happiness isnt necessarily authentic? i guess.
all i can tell you is that you are a great person. you are so much fun to be around and i miss you so much. you and ash are the only people in the world that know how to have my kinda good time with authentic laughter and authentic happiness doing truly unique things **cabrewing**. you dont deserve to be lonely and you dont deserve to be sad.
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