how come everytime i think i have a chance doing something great that will make me happy something goes wrong and i fuck it up????

i fucking quit. i dont know what im doing anymore...

i get a new job a tiny bit farther away and my jeep has a problem that i need to fix.
of course.
ughhh. i need a new car!!!!!!! 

SOOOOO hopefully i will be starting a new job verrry soon!!! only a couple a days a week at first but then if it works out ill hopfully be doing fulltime. ill be working at Beverly Animal Hospital doing reseption work at first and then maybe in the fall if i stay ill be doing some tech work too when two of the techs go back to school. 
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call it save ittt

781 864 8728 !!!

i never woulda thought after graduation i would be traveling alot....

and now im going to Berlin, Germany FOR 2 WEEKS!!!!
42 DAYS!!!!! im so fucking pumped.

your all soo soo jealous.

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Dear Santa,
All I want for Christmas is....


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aparently i do jack shit in relationships.
i dont ever tell u i love you..
i dont put anyheart intoanything..
and apparently i make things up and play tricks onmyelf
so i put u threw hell.

thanks.
now i feel SOO much better..