It's like an epiphany ( Read more... )

At 2 AM I go to sleep,
Hoping that in the morning,
Everything will be all clear,
And I will not longer harbor hurt.

If I just believe, everything will be okay. I'm sure of this now. I'm sure that eventually, everything will work out and I will know where my path belongs.

When I wake up...I'll know.

I guess I'm a hypocrite. But I honestly didn't think people could change their minds so easily in just...what...a week? Oh well. Your loss, buddy. Ya know, I had high hopes and was fairly happy for once. Just pisses me off at the way it ended. Just pisses me off that dishonesty was involved when I was told that'd never be the case. Almost makes me ( Read more... )

I love my job. I love my friends. I love the people I've been hanging out with lately. They all have something new and interesting to add to the table and getting to know people has been exhilarating. The night I just had was probably one of the better ones I've had in a about a month and it was amazing. At this point I'm so ready to go out and be ( Read more... )

I use to not know what I wanted. I use to be so confused. But lately I've been given a wakeup call and now I truly know where my heart belongs. I want to hold on to this moment of sureness forever, because it's the best thing that's ever happened to me. Maybe tomorrow I will question things again and I will be confused, but right now, in this ( Read more... )

If you want something, just go for it ( Read more... )

And with that note, it seems I'm done. How funny. Ya know. I try. I really do. But I know what I want and hey, look at that, it's not what you want. Funny how things work out this way. Funny how in these moments, you know who your true friends are. You know who will be there for you in the end. You're tired of all the lies and stupidity and you're ( Read more... )

And one by one, they lose the game,
Until only one will remain,
Down, down, they spiral into the depths,
Of my memories.

Another challenger appears,
But it is you who's always near,
So you best watch your step,
If it's me you're after.

I can make you trip,
I can make you fall,
In the blink of an eye,
You'll be gone.

And one...will remain.

I've found throughout my life that movies lie to you. Things are complicated at first, but normally, always resolved at the end. The family's reunited with each other...the good guys win the war...the guy gets the girl. You end up thinking that this is the way things should be, and you search and you search for your happily ever after. But that's ( Read more... )

Is it too much to ask for a little bit of intellectual stimulation every now and then? I just want to find someone who can and will talk to me and listen to my opinions and want to share theirs. Which begs the question, just...what the hell happened?