I have been a loyal Livejournal user since 2001. I came across the site right before my family and I left Houston for our journey to Knoxville, TN and decided it would be a fun way to exploit my life online (don't believe me, look at my archive. No really. Go look. I'll wait). Since I started I have posted a record of 2,322 entries, including this ( Read more... )

I've spent a lot of time lately reflecting on the stupidity and drama in my life and not enough time reflecting on the many things that are going absolutely wonderfully at the moment ( Read more... )

There are some things that you can enjoy doing. That you can make completely a hobby and do just for yourself. Not everything has to be turned into some money ordeal or try to be made into a career. You can't please everybody. Focus on yourself.

People need to keep their nose out of other people's business...and if they can't do that, then they shouldn't be so quick to judge. But then I question whether or not I am a hypocrite by saying this by proxy? Does that make sense ( Read more... )

Thanks for ruining my night with my bf. You may be wondering...how? Because just sitting and dreading my day to come tomorrow is enough to put me in the foulest of moods. And yes, you are to blame. Not entirely, but of all the people I know at that dreadful place, you are defiantly the most despicable ( Read more... )

At this point, it feels like my life is full of just...waiting. I'm at a stand-still, where everything is just stopped and I'm going through life's daily motions. I'm waiting for things to change and honestly, it's not very fun just waiting. I'm working hard, trying to prepare for this future I want so desperately. But my efforts are not rewarded ( Read more... )

Have you ever felt something so strongly ( Read more... )

It's finally time for me to grow up!

I'm super excited. Don't know what that means? Well, trust me, you will. ^___^

I feel so God damned uncomfortable today. It feels like all my clothes have been dipped in oil or something. I look at myself in the mirror and I honestly don't like who's staring back at me. I feel so unpretty and disgusting ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here just staring at my computer screen, lost in my thoughts and world of regret. My mind is blank and after a month of feeling bliss, happiness and hope, I feel deceived, selfish and played. To make things worse, I went and did practically the same thing. I treated somebody I was suppose to love with reckless banter. How can someone ( Read more... )