at last i have returned from my 4 day excursion to chicago, being in the company of sasha to visit my 2 uncles, john and frank.  it was a good trip.. not alot accomplished.  i had some great luck vintaging and thrifting; it resulted in 2 vintage lacoste shirts, a cute well-fitting purple tee for 60 cents, fushia satin heels for a dollar something, ( Read more... )

jessiethe1st's LJ stalker is lizzie03g!lizzie03g is stalking you because they have you confused with someone else whom they love. They are also deluded!

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liz gilkey, this was a must. i knew it all along. you're in love with me. hahahaha

jesus h. christ. i hate phonies.

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everything seems to be digging itself a hole. theres so many family problems, so screwed. my mom and i, well things have been damaged for too long. i'm talking a good 4 or 5 years, if not forever. she wants to seek this constant revenge on me; and always gets infuriated when my dad says anything, or doesn;t say anything. she's always trying to ( Read more... )

what happens when you don't like your friends?

what happens when you think they don't want to be friends with you anymore?

tuesday night i cried for 30 to 45 minutes on the phone.  everythings so screwed up.

i think i'm gaining too much weight.  i'm obsessing over how skinny i look.  i was a size 00 last year, now i'm a 2 in one brand.  i'm not the skinny person i want to be.  i eat too much shit.  i keep convincing myself i need to loose weight, loose fat, in order to ( Read more... )

i had this amazing dream sunday night. it embodied what i want. and so i know what i want, and who i want it with. the thing is i've decided to give up on him; what else is there i can do? not that this one knows how i feel, but he's part of the past. et moi, i need to get in the future. i hate that i can't have what i want ( Read more... )

i don't know whats up right now. everythings up in the air. no boy seems worth myself being strung along on a one way road. i don't seem worth it to them is the point ( Read more... )