i think i'm becoming desensitized to a lot of different people and things from work. before i took the job at jefferson i did a lot of thinking about whether or not i could tolerate the patient population....and that maybe i wanted to hold out and work for a private hospital where people actually cared about themselves and their babies and were ( Read more... )

when i was in college still i would always think to myself...when is the point going to come where i just stop IMing and stop playing on the internet? and i think it's now. the internet was like my favorite thing in the world and now i'm never on it anymore and i don't even put the right away messages up. on my days off i am so busy doing ( Read more... )

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one of the ying yang twins is fixing my cable right now, totally. we had a really big storm last week and the power went out, and the cable box died. so for a week we had no tv at all...then we had cable for a few days and it was great, because it was digital and i've never had that before...and then all of a sudden, we only have channel 3 and ( Read more... )

so if you were unaware...since the last entry my life has drastically changed. i moved out of my house, and moved in with mike, and started working as a nurse. responsibilities, responsibilities. everything is still so overwhelming. the move-in was really difficult. not emotionally, but physically. dear lord. i never want to ever move anywhere ( Read more... )

moving out has never been like this before. i mean i've done it twice a year for the past four years, moving in and out of school, and it's so much harder when you're actually LEAVING. like...i always leave a bunch of stuff here thinking that i'm going to save it for something. well...what am i saving it for? it's so pointless. i found all this ( Read more... )

i am so excited. i was in contact with kayt, one of the two girls that have the apartment for like a couple weeks and i was supposed to go see it on sunday but she never got in touch with me to tell me what the apartment number was. i was waiting for like 4 days. so she called me on monday and practically cried on the phone because she was so sorry ( Read more... )

i don't know what it is about that place, but every time i go i like it more and more. i have a lot of family out there (my mom was born there and basically all of her extended family has stayed there) and i never get to see them. the last time i saw most of my aunts and uncles and second cousins was at our big family reunion in 1996. and i was so ( Read more... )

the myspace secret show with say anything was absolutely incredible...tiny little club and a lot of people and the best band. it was really intimate and cool. aimee and i were only 1 person back from the front row up against the stage. i got a lot of awesome pics and videos. we got there at around 3:45 (doors were at 7) and there were already 10 ( Read more... )

here are my thoughts on graduating right now.


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