i feel like shit. thats actually all i can say right now because feeling like shit includes everything... whatever, life has its ups and downs and ive been having a down for a month now, great. i hope the up is coming soon...

Yeah i know i havent been a great journal keeper... but you know i feel like i should write significant stuff in here but usually nothing really happens, i have a boring life, AHHH!!! anyway, yeah i already told you guys that im coming´in June. its very cool because i got a good deal on the ticket... nice nice. you should have seen me looking for ( Read more... )

life seems to be so unfair sometimes...

so my friends, i decided to write another update just coz i love you all so much and this seems to be one of the only ways to get in touch with you ( Read more... )

wow... i noticed that i havent been a good journal keeper! sorry guys... way too much going on here in good old germland! nothing has changed about my terrible feelings... i miss you guys so much! I read all your livejournal entries and i feel like "damn, i wanna talk to them right now" but i know i cant really, i mean i can write emails and shit ( Read more... )

im absoultely desperate, there is no way in hell that im gonna graduate, its insane. to be quite honest, i dont understand: philosophy, german (i know...!), politics, biology, french... the list goes on and thats pretty bad. everything counts now, teachers are putting us under pressure. i cant believe that i have to write a very important exam in ( Read more... )

school hast started last thursday for the "hamburgers"... in my opinion way too early. i could have spent another 2 weeks doing nothing but whatever. so if anyone remembers me complaining about german schools and "German math", to tell you the truth its worse than ive ever expected it to be. my first (1 1/2 hours long) class was philosophy... guys ( Read more... )

so guys, i have experienced a great vacation with ma friend ari. we spent a week in turkey together. all the things we did... belly dancing (yeah, i know that sounds weird), puking in purses (not me), and getting hit on by turkish men (even though you told them 5 times already that you dont wanna hang out with them ( Read more... )

alright, so this is the news. haha, news? whats that...;o ( Read more... )

so im back again, trying to tell all my american friends how i feel, what im doing, ahy im doing what im doing... well first of all i miss truly everything. i miss you guys the most, the fun times, the places we went... i dont know, i just miss it. sometimes i sit here alone and i think about all my friends over in the us that i could hang out with ( Read more... )