Ok So since last time I posted I had a huge crush on this guy and he rejected me which is totally cool. Now . last time my ex called me he was my H.S. sweetheart we were so close until he decided to pick another girl who was 13 when him and I were 16 or 17. He really hurt me he hurt me in the worst possible way ever he messed with my future and ( Read more... )

So today is good friday which is a sad day but yet there are some people who see it as just a day that they don't have to work. I'm catholic and it makes me feel bad about how humanity has become so selfish and materialistic. I now understand why Jesus while he was getting crucified  said "forgive them for they do not know what they do" . Today is ( Read more... )

Ok so I told the guy I have a huge crush on that I liked him . Yesterday though I was super pumped up to tell him and be like I have the world in the palm of my hand feeling. I was just so excited to tell him well I finally found the courage to tell him and let him know but hten he just gave me the run-around. Saying oh I like you to because we ( Read more... )

I was up most of the night thinking about how many times I have been rejected. I didn't go to sleep 'till 5 am (central time). One thing that kept running thru my mind was 'with no risk..no reward'. I have risked so many times for love, career, last but not least life. There where times when I risked for love and I ended up also risking my life. I ( Read more... )

Ok So I work in a hotel in a small town about 30, thousand people . I have worked here for a while now and about a month ago the manager had to hire a new rep. Anyways the point is that I like him and I have a feeling he also likes me but he keeps sending me mixed singles. I have no idea how I can stop liking him he is so cute has a great smile and ( Read more... )