i'm over it.

mike and i broke up.

it was mutual and it's better that we did.

but i miss him.

i am so sad ( Read more... )

thanks luna and kate. much much much love.

so.. mike and i are back together. for now. i'm anticipating that something will happen within the next month though.

emotions = fried.

mike said that we should be just friends yesterday at bumbershoot. "I would say that this is a break but I don't want you to wait around." ok. ummm... I don't have the mental capacity to deal with this. no tears shed yet. I think I'm in denial about how upset I am with it? well I shouldn't be that upset anyways it was only a month. honestly ( Read more... )

livejournal is the most pointless thing in the world, so I'm not sure what comfort it is that I get out of using it ( Read more... )

hanging out with friends makes me happy.

i hurt my foot.

my mom hates me.

my friends love me.

parisa is telling me I need to move out.
yeah, I want to.
but it's not realistic.

I can't think.

I appreciate
mixed cd and big bear hug from luke. thanks, it was needed. very needed.

I miss mike.

I don't know who I am.

I'm an pile of emotions. I'm a mess.

i hate boys and their stupid mind games.

i was stupid enough to mention painting the smokestack to my mom and of course now she won't let me. whatever. just another thing i'll miss out on this year ( Read more... )