Happy Birthday Baby Girl! I love you!

So my daughter Jessica and her husband Rick are moving to Germany. I don't now how I am going to handle that. Not talking to her everyday or seeing her every so often. I hope I don't die without her here. I want to cry already. I miss sharing my cheese-it's with Penny.

fuck

As I look back at the things I've done, or should I say, things I tried to do, I realize I did not always get it right. I guess in the grand design of things, there is no second chances. Some things I could have done better , some things maybe not so much. At least I don't think I made the same mistakes that  where done to me. I made my own. I am ( Read more... )

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Life sucks then you die.

I'm going to see Jessica And Rick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't wait. It's gonna be great !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

Just a quick thanks to everyone for friday. It was great to see you all again.  I really had a lot of fun . I miss you guys so much. Don,t stay away so long. If I see you more often it makes Jessica being gone a little more bearable . Please don,t  forget to come back. I love you all. I was even glad to see David. Ha Ha Ha.

Ah, let's see. Been on anti-depressants for almost 4 years. I've just decided, alcohol works better.

Tomorrow is going to be really hard . The first time in 22 years that I won't see you. The first time I won't make you a birthday cake. The first time I can't hug you and say how glad I am that you were born. Oh how I miss you. I hope you know how much you mean to me. I hope you have a great day.Think of me because I will be thinking of you. I love ( Read more... )