I am just a fucking fuck

[jesslostagain]

I really don't know why I feel this way all of a sudden but I really feel the need to hurt myself in some way. This rubberband feels that it won't last long enough to help. I fuck myself day in and day out but it never relays in my head of fucking bpd shit. It fucks with me hardcore. I constantly sit there and think to myself, maybe this pain will

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[megalulu]

love.

and pet the tar.

[jesslostagain]

I love you zee. I miss you soooo soooo much. Oh and Josh got hurt today. He cut above his lip and it almost went all the way through the whole way. It was scary how it happened. He tripped over jack and he had a full glass of sparkling white grape juice and then fell down onto the ground which forced his head into the cup soo hard that he cut his lip. It was sooo scary. I started balling like crazy.