lastnight and my struggle with sanity

[jesslostagain]

I was going absolutely insane lastnight. I feared for my life. Cryed a lot more and the tears felt more real than ever. I felt so much pain, and I figured out the reason why only today. I realized that I just fear that my love for josh has changed dramatically. I am really fucking paranoid that we are loosing hope in love. And I have never felt

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[megalulu]

maybe you're just going through a period of friendship.

[jesslostagain]

um... a bit more than that I think. My relationships never last though...so it sucks...

Hopefully you are right though.