i hate fake people!

im gonna stars writting in riddles and quoting like everyone else i think its totally funny and it makes my brain hurt but whatever right... to each his own.... i feel really yucky like dont even wanna talk sorta yucky.... i just really wanna be at home in my room listening to the phantom of the opera cd (which i do not own) and doing nothing!

come to the realization that i have a hard time updating my blogs.... thats just not right its like i have a million things to say but have no way of saying it i hate that... getting mind fucked sucks....

sitting here bored off my ass... there is nothing to do here and i am about to pull out all my arm hairs.... my brain hurts... and i really wanna go home.... this puter doesnt let me go on myspace which is giving me serious withdrawls and this is not healthy...lol!. i think i just might go home take a shower and play some game game cube since i ( Read more... )

Have you ever sat and thought what and or who is important to you and why... and have you ever just wanted to dissapear all at the same time.... lmao i dont know what exactlly is going through my head anymore... like some days i am happy and others i wish i was somewhere all alone with no one to bother me... you cant make everyone happy i have ( Read more... )

i love my friends! if it werent for them i would be in a hole somewhere crying or something... yay for having friends... today is realworld and i have this feeling i am going to miss it which just makes me wanna cry!!! cause yea... i also have awesome news!!! i am getting a pig ladies and gentlemen! its a black and white male pig! and its only 3 ( Read more... )

have u ever just wanted to puke take a shower and go to sleep..... yea its an interesting concept.... lol dont put to much thought into it though.... gotta go. byes
jesslyn

ok so i dont get it... why ask me to be your girlfriend if you dont have a drop of time for me... and you know what sucks i wouldnt be able to say this to his face if someone paid me a million bucks because its just not me... you know what i mean... i dont know.... what sucks even more is that i really like him... yea.... isnt that fucking ( Read more... )

so i had a really good weekend! i saw all the most important people in my life most of which i have not seen in a long time =) i loved my birthday dinner OPA!!!!! lol that place rocks i will totally be there again some time soon because that place is great! i got to see andres' place yesturday its super cute i love it its kinda weird though having ( Read more... )

happiness is not an option for me.