i fucking wonder sometimes when im going to do something and not have to go back and say "shit!" im such an idiot and i hate it!

whatever...

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feel fucking naked and alone.... yay for me.... NOT...

im so over so many things... but ive almost gotten to the point where i dont even care anymore... you know like....fuck.... i dont write in here anymore... i guess ive turned to myspace and betrayed livejournal... oops. why is the male species so complicated... god... anyway yea im sick and over imotional... so im gonna head out...

HI!!!! EVERYONE....

why is seeing someone so complicated? i dont understand how liking a person always happen to change so much! i hate it! im not meant to act the way im acting.... i worry about everything! which is funny as hell because when im the person giving advice to someone elses situation i am a total hardass but when its me in those shoes i become as big of ( Read more... )

i am seriously beging to dislike children... (with the exception of my cousins kids) but other than them big kids make me wanna throw up!

ever just wanna cry your eyes out? till you cant cry no more...i am sitting here crying and i dont even know why im crying... its just that time i guess... i guess i have episodes where i realize just how unhappy i am... there are few points in my life that are worth smiling for... its great how you can seem so incredibly fine on the outside and be ( Read more... )

2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake ( Read more... )