yep, been pretty depressed the past couple of days, I just miss sebastian a whole lot. hes my life and I love him, so why cant I be with him? Why do we have to be so far apart? Id do anything to be with him. Hes just the best boyfriend in the world. I couldnt ask for anyone better....

Well, here I am again. This time I have a boyfriend except he lives all the way in Orlando, Florida. I love him with all my heart. Ive never met anyone like him. I want to be with him all the time. I hate being so far apart from him but I know that one day I will move to florida and be with him. I want to move there and go to school also. School is ( Read more... )

I begin to wonder, "why do I continue to write in this live journal if no one else reads it or comments to me?" I think its because it feels like a friend that I can confide in when Im down, or have good news to tell when no one is here to tell....Thanks livejournal for being my friend...

Hey folks. its been awhile and boy has a lot been goin on. I could probably sit here all night and write a mini-novel but I wont bore any of you so I will basically summarize...I went to Florida as I might have written, It was a family vacation to Daytona Beach/Orlando. We stayed in two hotels over 5 nights. I met a guy there, actually we have been ( Read more... )

its been forever since i have written i know. I have been to Graceland, Orientation for school, and hangin with Garret. He leaves for a vaction to florida tomorrow, the idiot. He was suppose to be going with ME!! well im goin to florida with the family in august before college starts. Im getting excited for that. sign up for classes on monday. ( Read more... )

This has been the first weekend in a long time that I have been out with some friends. Friday night, Garret and I went to O' Charlies, it was good. Tonight, I went to Pekin to watch fireworks, Garret was suppose to go with me but he went somewhere with his brother instead. I saw Camden. She was with some guy, and this chick that hates me and i hate ( Read more... )

Still nothing exciting goin on, I talked to garret yesterday and today, he said Camden got her tongue pierced and got a tattoo. I wouldnt mind gettin my belly button piereced or gettin a tatoo but im scared of needles, oh well i guess. I miss seeing everyone. I rode a horse yesterday, Kyle wants to hook back up but i told him i dont want to. The " ( Read more... )

Well, today was like usual. Except, I actually cleaned/redecorated my room. What fun times. We're havin a yard sale at my gmas this saturday, I better make some money lol. Still no job obviously or id be writing about that instead of my boring day. I need to call Camden about goin to Cali....Brian, i dont care that you read my journal. I think you ( Read more... )

I finally went shopping. I was a bargain shopper today at abercrombie. spent $53 on a skirt, shirt, and perfume (remember its abercrombie where everything is expensive) then mom bought me some underwear 5 for $20 at abercrombie, what a deal! that was my highlight of the day, i want to go to indy and shop at those malls never been to them...brian, i ( Read more... )

Fathers day is tomorrow (ok techinically today but you get the point right) I cant tellyou what we got him cause you might go and tell him. Anywho, I really need to get to Abercrombie, im goin nuts over here. Well, nick talked to me online tonight, I tried to be nice, and I think he finally got the hint when I said I NEVER want to ever hook back up ( Read more... )