I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway

I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE...CAN'T YOU SEE  YOU'RE HURTING ME??

it was pain
sunny days and rain
everybody knows
it sucks to grow up
but everybody does

we can't go on
thinking it's wrong to speak our minds
i've got to let out what's inside.. (Thanks Jaime for having that in your profile!!)

The truth is- I'm plain scared. I've never been away from home except for vacations and when my parents go out of town I've been home alone but never away "on my own". There are people here I honestly and truely ( Read more... )

SOoooo yeah I LOVE NC it's soooooo nice down there!!! It was in the 80's all weekend hell yes sooo nice. I love it down there it's just nice ha ha. I'm in a pretty shtty mood I have too much stuff to figure out by Monday May 16th sooo not cool. And yeah other things adding to it don't help any! I'll update later when I feel like it. I'm sleep ( Read more... )

Ahhhhhh omg what do I do???? So not only do I really really want to go to J&W BUT I got accepted to Southern New Hampshire University today..the other school that I really really want to go to... ohhh boy this is awesome but sucks now I have to find pros and cons at each school....by like May 16 ahhhhh....HELP! Some pros' SNHU has the biggest dorm ( Read more... )

I didn't mean it when I said
I didn't love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should have let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I couldn't have fathomed
I would ever be without your love
Never imagined I'd be sitting
Here beside myself
Guess I didn't know you
Guess I didn't know me
But I thought I knew ( Read more... )

.:.She put that bottle to her head and pulled the trigger
And finally drank away his memory
Life is short but this time it was bigger
Than the strength she had to get up off her knees
We found her with her face down in the pillow
Clinging to his picture for dear life
We laid her next to him beneath the willow
While the angels sang a whiskey lullaby.:.

The Heart Of The Matter ( Read more... )

OMG! I almost forgot... this is what my new laptop includes........ I'm sooo pumped just 1 month!

CTO Pavilion zv6000 series notebook
EPP_00_PN494AV

• - Microsoft(R) Windows(R) XP Professional with SP2
• - AMD Athlon(TM) 64 3200+ (2.0GHz/512KB L2 Cache)
• - FREE Upgrade to 15.4" WXGA BrightView Widescreen!!
• - 128MB ATI RADEON(R) XPRESS 200M w/ ( Read more... )

YAY!!!!! I bought my new laptop last night :-) :-) :-) :-) I'm now short $1,000 BUT sooo worth it. I got a $1350+ hp laptop for $993 with a student discount and $50 rebate through the academic purchase program helll yessss. It won't be built until May 24th but that's okay with me I have 4 other computers to use until then haha. Now I need to buy ( Read more... )