~so seek
and rejoice
fill your hands with something tangible
and fly your love
like a flag
and destroy the desire
for that which is impossible
and accept what you get with a smile~

i hate the way my life is right now. i wish i could just listen to those words and really make them mean something to me. 
sometimes i just hate my home situation so much. 
i live ( Read more... )

it's tuesday, which is day 2 on my 5 days i get off a week from work ( Read more... )

i slept all day, which is probably why it is 5:15 in the morning and i still can't seem to fall asleep ( Read more... )

life has really been confusing me lately. i feel like i never know what i want. i just got out of cosmetology school july 5th, and haven't even taken my state board exam yet, so i'm not even licensed ( Read more... )