he was cocky and slept around and was never romantic but he was honest and he did the right thing when it actually ment something.

if this was a real peace of paper there the ink would be running. because i just started crying and i cant stop. i have secluded myself from everyone. to the point where i dont have anyone, or so it seems. i was watching six feet under. and i kept thinking about death. and i was thinking about the people that i love and used to so close to and then ( Read more... )

my ear hurts soooo bad. i think it be best to take me outside and shoot me!

PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

how is it when i want something the least i need it the most ( Read more... )

if your frightned of dying and then you hold on you'll see devils tear your life away
but if made your peace then the devils are really angels and free you from the earth

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well it's official i need a place to live. i moved out of my home the same home i have lived in since birth. it was sad i cried the most when i hugged olive and gave her kisses and told her i'd be back for her. i'm gonna miss her so much, but i just can't live in that enviroment for any longer. why is saying goodbye to someone the hardest thing? ( Read more... )

i'm laying in bed exausted ready to go to sleep i'm just wating for sadie to call me when she gets to meggies so i know she made it there ok. she was almost dead when she left my house. we were both really exausted. i'm drinking dear park water and its some good water. i supose its the same water thats in other brands but this water was at my house ( Read more... )

i had lots of dreams last night and they all made me wanna wake up and cry

I've been thinking all day, sitting by this window ( Read more... )