you wake up one morning and everything you thought would be there forever leaves and everyone you thought cared seems to give up. i never though a person i loved so much in so many ways could make me sick to my stomach. i've never felt a heartbreak sooo hard, or dissappointment so tough. yet somehow still truley love them.

Every things good......great new job, great new Boy friend it's all working out again.

just cant wait to find out what my dad thinks about what i've been up to!!! hopefully i can find a way to tell him soon......

Its OFFICIAL, I really am out of here . I'm in the National Guard...and I leave January 4th for Basic training in South Carolina. Then on March 25th I go to Virginia from there for school. That means I wont be home again till June after graduation. I'll be comming home for a few weekends while I'm in Virigina, but thats about it. I really want to ( Read more... )

I'm not pissed that you said it......

I'm pissed that you lied about it when I asked.

Don't like me beacause I have sex with you...

have sex with me beacase you like me.

whats up with guys who share girls with their friends...its GAY and any normal girl wouldnt agree to it. Shit keeps getting worse and i dont know if it'll get better.

i learned how to use an M-16 this weekend.....it could could be useful someday!

And yeah thats just how it started everything was awsome friday night things seemed better between us than ever before it finally looked like we were going somewhere and we still had the whole weekend together. then it all went to hell, but i dont know if it was me or him im not even sure really what happened...but i wish it haddent. it sucked so ( Read more... )

Friday was ok i spent the night at audrey's house we watched movies all night with corey. Saturday we went up dixfield watched matt and josh's football game with brent, then we wnet to rumford, and then went four-wheeling. it was fun...most of the the time. wasnt what i expected, but i was worth going. today i had class it was long and boring, but ( Read more... )

finally a free weekend.....i'm not going to augusta ne more, not until next month now. I found out today that i have to start taking classes in rumford instead of downtown. ill be workin at MBNA soon hopefully. cant wait till everything gets "soomtheded" out...............

today was my first day of class...i just got out of english. it sucked having to be there for 7am, but we got out at 8:30 instaed of 10 like we were soposed to. only like 14 more classes to go of english. i leave for my first weekend of NG on friday, it's soposed to be fun, i hope so i havent done anything besides this stuff for school and the NG ( Read more... )

I've had sex with someone ( Read more... )